Ask, Seek, Knock — Opening the door
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Chapter 2 — Awakening to You
When you start to awaken to spirit, it’s different for everyone. There is no right or wrong in your spiritual experiences. We all have a personal relationship with Lord Father/Divine Mother. My relationship is quite different than that of others.
You might notice that I sometimes refer to God as Lord Father. I do this, because it is how the angelic realm refers to "Him," which is in the divine masculine form. I hear a male voice; not a female when I hear the God on High. There is a divine feminine as well; just like you and me we are both male/female in spirit.
You have been BOTH male and female in different lifetimes. While incarnate, the body defines us separately as male or female to learn certain lessons. The ideal form while incarnate would be to embrace both equally while in a physical form, not let one overshadow the other.
I also get much of my clairvoyance directly through my 3rd eye in black and white images. When it’s in color it’s sent from my 4th eye and seen through my 3rd eye.
Note: VERY important to remember! If someone tells you that you don’t have any spiritual gifts; they are full of ego. We were all "created" by a "creator;" in “their” image. Thus, we are all unique. A good artist (creator) doesn’t duplicate their creations. That means we all perceive and receive messages from spirit in our own unique way.
Guides; got to love em’
Most of these gifts are accumulated over life-times of spiritual growth as you become a master in different spiritual gifts. You’re working your way up the ladder of light realms, collecting "gifts from past embodiments" as one of my spirit guides says.
Note: A guide or angel should never make you feel drained or tired after communication. If this occurs it IS NOT a higher guide, rather an imposter. Ask for protection. Remember you must “test the spirits.”
When you talk to your guides, you don’t have to put on any airs; just be you. You aren’t fooling anyone, by being all "nicey, nicey." They know you better than you know yourself. They see the real you and know the real you; you just don’t remember because of the veil of forgetfulness. They knew you before you incarnated onto this planet and they applaud you for your adventure. Just say please and thank you; it’s that simple.
Your guides, the angels, and your Higher Christ Self know every thought in that head of yours. Every thought and action is being recorded in your own personal book. So if you’re sarcastic; be sarcastic. Be your "authentic self." Most of my guides won’t tell me their names and it drives me nuts and they know it! Many have incarnated thousands of times, so what name would they give to me?
My guides, the angels, and my Higher Christ Self are all fun, laughter, and jokes. However, if I step out of line, I will hear about it through an Archangel. It will come in the form of a message from The Great I AM; Lord Father. If he criticizes me, I’m ashamed for my lack of gratitude. There is so much to be grateful for in our lives. Just look around you. It could appear as a tiny daisy appearing in the grass in late November in a northern climate. It’s a little gift to brighten your day; give thanks.
My guides, the angels, and my Higher Christ Self especially love seeing me puzzled. For example, in order to proceed to level 9 of Lightbody, I needed to eliminate one tiny little thing that was considered an "attachment of sorts." I knew that I had a blockage, but do you think that they would say, "Hey, Diane it’s…" No. They want me to figure it out for myself. I’m guessing that prior to incarnation; I agreed to figure things out for myself. I’m a "DIY" kind of gal, and often like a good challenge.
I thought and thought about that little attachment; but nothing. Then my dear friend Meg told me about an egg-reading that she had from a Shaman friend of hers, Peg. I scheduled an appointment. As I suspected, there was one thing. Although Peg couldn’t tell me what it was, she helped heal this attachment. When I went to discard my own egg, the thread connecting the yoke to the waterline broke loose and floated to the top. The next day upon awakening, I knew exactly what the blockage was, it was my house in New York that I had inherited; it was keeping me tethered to Old Earth (OE.)
After my Dad passed, I wanted to make our family home into a spiritual retreat, based on my desires and inter-dimensional traveling to New Earth (NE). New York State had other plans. They had so many rules and regulations for "non-profits" that I got disgusted and listed the house for sale.
I told the angels that if they didn’t want me to sell the house; which I knew was on NE, along with a community garden I had envisioned across the road, to not have anyone look at it. I didn’t want anyone having it unless they loved it as much as me. To me, love is everything. For someone that doesn't love my house and the earth beneath it just wasn't deserving of it.
My house was on the market about 5 months, with only a handful of people looking at it. There was even an open house for the realtors and not one showed up. How is that for a sign?
The listing of my family home caused a trauma in my very being. I loved that place of higher vibration, but I was still thinking 3D. I needed to start thinking 5D in order to move into the higher vibrational frequencies of New Earth (NE), so I called my friend Katie, who is like a daughter to me.
Katie had helped me take care of my Dad the last six months or so of his life. The first time Katie came to the house she stopped out front and literally saw that our property had a beam of light radiating up to the sky. Then, when she got out of her car, peace washed over her; like nothing she had ever felt before; she felt love. Quickly, Katie became like family, because she was/is; soul family. I told her about my plans for the house someday; a spiritual retreat. She thought it would be an awesome idea and hoped that others would "feel" the healing and love this property offered.
Katie had a rough life; in ways, similar to my own from an emotional aspect. I asked Katie if she would like to rent our place. Later, after the egg reading, I called her and told her that I was going back to "Plan A" and making the house into a spiritual retreat. I wanted her to live there for nothing; just pay the utilities. That would allow her to go to school for nursing and reiki. Later she could use the house to heal others; as it should be.
Many of you might think, this woman must be rich and can afford to do
this service for humanity. The answer is no. I am not rich in earthly
ways; but spiritual ones. I just know that the money will always be
there to pay the taxes and insurance by me, or Katie. I put it out to
the universe, and that is that; no worries.
I want you to create a picture in your heads. I want of all you to think of everyone on this planet as being in a musical orchestra. You are one of the instruments in the orchestra. If you believe it or not, you have a vital score in this orchestra, for there is no part bigger than your own, because you are part of the whole; "the One," and all are equally important. Your musical score might only contain a few notes; or many. The important thing is to play your note and not miss it, or the music isn’t as sweet. It doesn’t "flow" smoothly.
So what happens when we all play our correct notes together, so beautifully? We create "one" beautiful song;" we create a "collective" expression of beautiful vibrations. That is what we are, numerous vibrations, within one energy. It’s only an illusion that we are separate, because it's necessary for this "bodily" experience.
Coeus, God of Intellect says, Your heart is a sacred symphony; what goes in, is what comes out.
Energy can’t flow if it’s broken and cannot be destroyed. When it flows together, it's a force to be reckoned with indeed. When it’s separate; it’s weak and broken. We need to join our vibrational frequencies together in harmony to raise the vibrations of the planet and raise it into a new 5D Earth. We are nearly there; just a few more people to awaken and a great shift will occur.
Prior to incarnating, a whole bunch of us sat around together to write our individual books of our "Divine Purpose." We even put down every person that we would meet on our path, at a certain time and place. I often run into someone new and strike up a spiritual conversation. They’ll respond with, "I feel like we have had this conversation before." They’ll have a puzzled look on their face and goose bumps running up and down their arms. This happens because that musical score is being followed so closely that I didn’t miss my notes to play, and they didn’t miss theirs either. This is HUGE knowing that you are on your soul path, as planned, especially for this important time in the history of our evolving planet and Cosmos.
When I first moved back to New York State in August of 2006, I was undergoing my own personal awakening. Yes, I seemed to be a bit ahead of others. There is a very good reason for it; this book being one. Soon the masses will awaken and they will need content like this to relate to on their own journey. Many things will be happening; some not so good, and they will look within themselves for support and answers.
Before I get too far into the book, I want to explain what I mentioned earlier; "vibration." So how do our guides and angels find us here on this very dense, lower vibrational planet? Each of us has a unique "soul song" or "frequency of vibration." Our guides and the angels also have unique vibrations or "pitches" that are heard telepathically (without ears.)
Jesus tried explaining this over and over again and it’s found in the bible many times. "They have ears but they do not hear and eyes but they do not see." That is because spirit communication is telepathic and requires no ears. Those two eyes of yours are only for navigating your organic body suit around. People, "do not see" because they are not using their "third eye;" their spirit eyes that work through your heart.
Just look at this scripture from the aspect of you having a 3rd eye; a spiritual eye. It’s clearly written, but always misinterpreted by the church.
It clearly states, “YOUR EYE;” not your eyes. When your 3rd eye is healthy, your whole body is full of light. Being able to connect with your true essence; spirit. When it’s bad, your body is full of darkness; covered in a veil of forgetfulness.
My third eye / 3rd eye awakening was fun
One morning, I said to my Dad, someone keeps waking me up at 2:11 am every stinking night. He said, “Why don’t you ask who it is, it’s probably an angel.” That night, I took my Dad’s advice. When I woke up, I said, “Who are you!” In an upbeat voice, I heard, “Archangel Uriel!”
My friend Uriel was there to activate my 3rd eye. And what a round of interesting tests he had lined up for me. I think that my favorite was his PowerPoint presentations. Uriel was quite creative in showing me written materials on slides.
Each slide would fly into my 3rd eye black “screen” in different ways. From the top-right corner, one would slide into my vision for me to read. Then one would come from the left, the bottom etc. After several months of practice, he got fancy; spiraling slides that would spin onto the screen. I love him; he was so creative.
He would also create pages and books to read. He was teaching me how to use my new “spirit” eye. It works a bit different than our physical eyes; it requires a meditative state without eye movement.
Activating our 3rd eye requires the raising of our vibrational frequency through different practices. We all have the ability to modify the frequency of our own vibration. Actually, it’s why you are here; to raise your vibrations, which in turn raises your "light quotient." Once it’s raised high enough, to a sufficient level you can connect with spirit.
I have mastered modifying my vibrations up and down and all around. I
can inter-dimensionally travel to higher guides, and then drop down and
slip into the lower astral plane of Limbo, and help an earthbound entity
find peace. This is the ultimate act of unconditional love and service
It takes time to raise your vibrations high enough to "ride the roller coaster" like me; it usually doesn’t happen overnight. Patience is required. I’m told by my guides that if the process was rushed, it could cause the death of my physical body suit. So BE PATIENT! Archangel Jophiel can help you with patience, but ONLY if you ASK.
Angels will not assist you, unless you ASK. It is against cosmic law.
They also never volunteer their name. This is to protect you from
As I mentioned earlier, Jophiel or Iophiel, was the main archangel that worked with me, while I was IN my body suit. Archangel Michael assists me when I’m OUT of my body suit traveling inter-dimensionally. I'm currently as of (12/17) grounded according to Coeus; no travel for me at this time in any form.
Earth changes around the earth are climatic events that will occur simultaneously with other climatic changes. No travel for you at this time; for times are a changing.
(D) Oh oh, I hear a song coming on. “Time is on my side; yes it is.”
Fortuitous time-slips are occurring in your time structure. The fabrics that weave time will cease to exist. Walls will come down, making you able to co-exist, simultaneously within realities in existence.
Jophiel is about gratitude, grace, and patience. I’m grateful that she guides me, so effortlessly, and that I follow without pause. Archangel Michael was adopted by the Catholic Church as the patron saint of "travelers." I think that’s hysterical, because he is the archangel that oversees inter-dimensional travelers. I guess that works out well, because Michael IS hysterically funny.
As I also mentioned earlier, you know when you are following your divine purpose when a foreseen dark moment transmutes into light. Sometimes something bad, like losing your job, turns into a fabulous business of your own. Just live in the moment and "know" that everything is working in your favor and it will work out in your favor. Good brings good vibrationally; bad brings bad vibrationally.
When you are awakening and following your divine purpose, you will receive continual "validations" of your correct choices in life. I receive LOTS of these validations or "synchronicities." These are NOT coincidences, but the truth of what and who you really are; spirit. It’s like a little pat on the back for a job well done and it comes from your Higher Christ Self. There is nothing spirit likes more than validation and I often feel that nobody enjoys it in their body more than me. My guides continually catch me off-guard with validations, mainly because I’m so gullible. They look for the tiniest of openings to mess with me. I just laugh out-loud with them in utter joy and gratitude.
July 4, 2015
The next morning, I woke up to a song in my head; like I always do. It was Angel’s Wish, by Steven Curtis Chapman. It’s about being able to experience Grace. I played it for my boyfriend, Chris and then he went upstairs to watch TV. I followed behind him about 15 minutes later, and when I sat down to watch Joseph Prince with him, the entire show was on "Grace." So beautiful that it makes me feel loved and never alone here.
The next day I was telling Chris about the channeling and how the channeler said that I have an entire Choir of angels around me. When he opened up his Billy Graham book on Angels, to show me something, the book fell open to the chapter on "Choirs of Angels." LOL; love it and them. I am definitely flowing that river of grace.
So why is Diane currently incarnate on planet Earth? From what I have been told by several Intuitive’s, I only incarnated this time for the Great Awakening as an incarnate angel. Apparently, I've done this several times before; help raise new worlds with the vibration of unconditional love. I do this with the other members of the "Ground Crew/Team. This is part of the co-creating process with Lord Father.
Much of this happens at night. I vibrate so intensely that it wakes me
up. I often have to pat my body and make sure that it's not laying there
in bed, because I feel like I stepped out of my body onto the astral
plane. It’s the most wonderful feeling of peace and love. I never want
it to stop. Unfortunately it does, once my day begins. I still try to
live though unconditional love at all times, however, it is often
difficult when dealing with others that do not live in the same
For those of you that are reading this book and have had an "abrupt" awakening, WELCOME to "The Great Awakening." You are awakening to the truth and the lies that have enchained you here in this self-imposed prison, of the "karmic game." I like to call it stuck on the Merry-Go-Round. You’re on a horse that you can’t get off, and keep going around and around, doing the same things wrong from lifetime to lifetime. No matter which horse you choose each lifetime, you still make the same mistakes. Sometimes you fix one or two things; sometimes you make things worse.
So how do you get off that karmic Merry-Go-Round? You must raise your vibrations and "clear" old karma; do "THE WORK," and do the "right" things ALL through your heart. Live through love not hate and your brain. I’m sorry, but you won’t make the transition to NE, unless you do your own work and raise your vibrations. You’ll simply have to incarnate onto another planet to continue your education. It will not be NE, because it will be of a higher frequency; the one you didn’t reach.
Perhaps you will make it to NE in another lifetime, when your karma is cleared, and your vibrations are suitable to inhabit it; but not now. There is nothing wrong with this, so never feel like you failed. There is no grade-scale, just as many chances as it takes. This karmic game means that you re-incarnate over and over again to learn, grow, and expand your vibrational frequency; just like John the Baptist and Jesus. Yes, although you probably have never heard this in church, it IS in the Bible, clearly written; reincarnation.
Jesus further explained to the apostles, "Elijah indeed cometh, and shall restore all things: but I say into you, that Elijah is come already, and they knew him not, but did unto him whatsoever they would Even so shall the Son of man also suffer of them."
The words of Jesus clearly states that Elijah and John the Baptist are one and the same, thus reincarnation.
So after much conversation with my guides, I AM a Lightworker in the true sense of the words. Most Lightworker’s are in the age group of about 50-80 years of age. They were placed on this planet, to raise the planetary vibrations; through unconditional love for New Gaia’s (NE) ascension. My guides have told me I am ascending; not I will, but I AM.
Many Lightworker’s took their lives while incarnate. They were unable to wear a body suit on a planet where unconditional love wasn’t the most important thing. I myself have struggled trying to comprehend how mankind would rather be on the defensive, rather than the offensive. They seem to have forgotten that love is the only “real” thing in the illusion of Earth-school.
In early 2016, I started running into some people that my guides say are "on the fast-track." These are the "subs" for the Lightworker’s that went home; sleepers if you will. They have stepped in to "step up" push the "shift" into 5D consciousness. They are quite brave indeed and have been misunderstood. They are being inundated with spiritual gifts and a raise of vibrations at a rapid rate. Often, family members put their "crazy" family members on drugs, thinking they are losing their minds; hearing voices and seeing things. This is spirit-related, not of a physical nature at all.
It’s funny, when we were little, my parents would say, "Can’t you just play nice together?" This lesson should not just go for children; but adults, too. It’s easy to love, if you only open your heart, and don’t have fear of being hurt; falling down. You can NEVER truly love anyone without opening your heart fully and taking the plunge. It all starts with YOU through unconditional love of self.
Abusive people clearly do not love themselves. Many fall into all forms of addictions which lead to deeper abuse. These people are trying to hold on to a love that is not even existent. I know from experience how hard it is to love someone that is not lovable. Love is not fear; they are two different things.
Ascended Master Jesus said it well; "Love thy neighbor as much as thy self." There is so much power in that statement. It’s a statement of self love AND unconditional love. This is rule # 1 if you want to inter-dimensionally travel and to move to NE.
If you love yourself that much; you can love anyone. You know all of your dirty secrets. You have to love every one of those, forgive yourself, and ask to transmute them into light. They are a dark aspect of you and darkness can only be overcome through love.
My guides have asked me to do some unorthodox things, to learn to love the "unlovable." I have learned that lesson well, as Archangel Jophiel told me, "I AM a cocoon of unconditional love. I love everyone and everything in nature."
Jophiel also told me that I have a "pulsating" aura. Some people can see it pulsating out to the universe. It's pink and green and beautiful to behold. It’s a compassionate, healing, unconditional love for all of humanity, and all beings throughout the cosmos. This is the ONLY "work" I will do for others; loving all who come my way; those seen and unseen.
This loving behavior has been evident for my entire life. My own Mom that wasn’t particularly intuitive said, "Diane, there must be something wrong with you. You love everyone and everything so easily." Sorry Mom, but that is the way we are supposed to be. We are love; made from love. This is the most beautiful, amazing energy known throughout the Cosmos and it is the only thing that is real; the raw, blinding light of unconditional love. That is the vibration of NE and what will sustain us after leaving OE.
I could talk all day about love, but we need to get back to vibration. You might not be aware of this, but it’s a scientific fact that EVERYTHING is vibration; not just you. That chair you’re sitting on vibrates at a different molecular rate than your car. That dog of yours has a spirit and soul; so does the tree in your front lawn, as does the earth, and they all vibrate at different rates.
Vibration affects our well-being in many ways. You can be happy one moment, when someone walks into the room and lowers your vibrations with their words and behaviors. Even water is affected by words. Yes, water. It’s alive too and normally vibrates at a peaceful and loving vibration.
Prayer over water actually changes its vibration, and assists it in purifying itself for you. It becomes “healthier.” So next time you drink water, say “Thank you.” It will nourish your body more than un-thanked water.
What holds all this vibration together into mass? The one that holds it all together is the Lord God on High.
I talk about molecular creation more in the final chapter of this book on inter-dimensional travel and New Earth (NE).
Treat ALL life with the respect it deserves.
Respect yourself as well, because if you respect yourself, you will respect all others, and they will respect you. All life on this planet and elsewhere has taken a specific form to learn important karmic lessons. This includes animals, birds, plants, rocks, etc.. Always be VERY careful how you respond to your lessons; in the most loving way possible.
This time around, things have been designed differently for ascension. Not everyone on the planet is going to get wiped out. The entire planet herself is ascending with those that are willing to live a “life of service” to others; the planet, people, animals, etc. and have raised their vibrations to the frequency of unconditional love and MATCH her vibration.
This is "souly" up to each of us by doing our karmic cleanup and living through the heart of love. You can choose to dwell in the shadows of despair that only leads to more despair in this lifetime and the next, or you can decide to love.
Most Lightworker’s that I’ve met, are from different realms of light. I am from the angelic realm. My name is Jophiene. This is my name Lord Father gave me in "heaven" when he created me. Archangel Uriel once called be by this name, then said "sister." It was a nice validation.
I’ve known from a child that I was some kind of angel, however, the church tried to convince me otherwise. They told me that angel’s never incarnate into human form; wrong! Religion is not what you think it is at all. It was put into place by those some call "the dark," to keep us "in the dark" about our true nature, which is that we are "light-beings."
We all have a degree of darkness within us. You need to take a long look at yourself, find the darkness, and transmute it into light. Only then, will the darkness fall away and you will be able to shine your light on others; on yourself.
One day my boyfriend Chris was having a bad beginning to his day. I started to "feel" his anger like a cannon being shot through my sacred heart. Archangel Jophiel reminded me, "Don’t let his darkness outshine your own light. Shine brightly." She is right; NEVER let another soul’s karmic issues outshine your own light; shake it off!
Whenever possible, do not run away from darkness, it will only follow you in another lesson. You have to stand up to it, because that darkness is a reflection of some of the darkness within you; your fears and possibly the reason that you are with that person in the first place.
Believe me; I know some of my readers had terrible childhoods with abuse, as did many of my friends. Please remember to forgive and transmute that darkness into light. Also, DO NOT carry the transgressions of your ancestors; this is NOT your job or burden to carry. SHINE as bright as YOU can; through any situation, and the light will fall upon you ten-fold; if you have patience. Know that Lord Father/Mother and I love all of you with no conditions applied.
Not all Lightworker’s are angelic. The "ground team" for the Ascension is the "best of the best," the "highest of the highest" and from all the realms of Light. We are "masters" in our field, and many are masters of "creation."
As I mentioned earlier, I have been finding people recently that are "on a fast track." It’s like they were slumbering old souls and suddenly they are nearly fully awake. They are getting bombarded with spiritual gifts and it can be overwhelming. You may be one of these people. If you are, talk to your guides; they are your friends and advisors. Feel free to contact me as well. Read my blog; tileswithstyle.wordpress.com. You should find it helpful.
Speaking of guides, I have many, many guides. At one point, I had well over 40. They are not all "human" in form. However, your guides might appear to you that way, or as "orbs," little balls of light. They want to keep you calm and unafraid. The nature of a round object is peaceful to the eyes; thus the ball shape. It has no beginning and it has no end; just like spirit!
Some guides have never incarnated on this planet, but other worlds. Some have never had bodies because they are "light beings" like angels. Some are animals or birds, dragons, and Minotaur’s. I have a few animal guides; an otter, a fox, and a bear. the otter and the bear show up when I’m working too hard and they want me to play.
I have found that all of my guides are hand-selected to help me with my divine purpose and to keep me on track. I select one or two guides when I need assistance in a specific area. Don’t be bashful to ask for more than one, and don’t feel like you have to keep a guide your entire life. There is nothing wrong in ASKing for a NEW guide if you feel that you are ready for more advanced lessons. Sometimes I just yell out, "I really need help here!"
I actually asked for a new guide once when I had a commode/toilet that was plugged up. It had been that way for weeks. No matter how much plunging I did that toilet wouldn’t unplug. Finally, after great frustration and looking for a liquid dissolving agent, I threw my hands up in the air and said, "I hope one of you guides is a plumber, because I really could use one now!" Out of nowhere, I heard, "Flush it now!" So I did. Would you believe that I heard a "whoosh" and down the water went through the drain, just like it was never plugged.