mmanuel, Speaker of Truths; Yielder of the Vernacular Sword —1/13/18
(D) Song playing softly in the background; Baby Come Back, by Player.
(D) Hum, I can’t remember that song. We were talking about a walk of faith on the Astral Plane, when you were disguised there as another; Harry. I left my body suit to find you, over and over again, getting attacked by lower entities. It was an act of unconditional love and faith as you say. I would do anything to find you again.
(D) I’m humming the song, trying to remember, then I start singing along…Baby come back, any kind of fool could see I was wrong, and I just can’t live without you. I was wrong, and I just can’t live…
You should explain.
(D) I’ve been trying to connect with/channel Emmanuel for days, for some reason, he seems distant. I thought something was wrong. I thought that perhaps that you did what you had to do; awakening me and get me to ride the red horse, and was done with me and perhaps I was even deceived. You (Emmanuel) should probably already be aware of it, because you’re the keeper of my records.
(D) I’m not sure if it was Emmanuel' feelings, or me worrying about my relationship with Chris, and Emmanuel being upset about me being "married" in the physical to Chris, with all the "fringe" benefits. I think perhaps it was a combination of the two and it caused a block in my sacred heart, making it unable to hear him clearly. The silence was deafening and I felt nearly heartbroken.
(D) So part of the point here is, YES, the "Gods" have feelings too and this "separation" is as difficult on them as us; perhaps even more, because they have their memories FULLY intact.
(D) Later, I remembered the way that I felt when we connect. There is a VERY obvious love vibration and admiration that is present, when we are together during our channeled state of being; God-like or as owls.
(D) The human aspect of being causes quite the "conundrum" as "they" say. Emmanuel has all his memories intact, while I only a few while in the physical. I understand that while my lightbody develops further, more and more memories will return as I connect stronger with my Athena higher Christ self/over-soul.